the pause

when was the last time you paused, i mean really paused and acknowledged your successes and accomplishments?  

today i'm resting, what the italians call "niente", the art of doing nothing.

ny mind, heart, body, soul and spirit collectively staring out the window.

contrary to "productivity" in every way.

what am i most proud of?  

starting a new job and coming through busy season.

turning 50.

grieving losses well.

celebrating well.

taking care of lots of things both for other people and for myself.

that's alot.

i think i'll take a nap now!